special dedicated

Today
Other than Packing
I don't feel to do anything.
except blogging


I was happy last night
It was just temporary happiness
Yet
I felt great and appreciative
I always thought that 
EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END


Someday
I realized
When I feel lonely
A call or a message could make me feel happy for all the day
Like a Little girl
One sweet can stop her from crying
I used to be satisfied with the situation
Sooner or Later
I've become a greed
One sweet can't stop me crying
I need Ice cream.


Someday
I realized 
I don't like white coffee
I prefer a cup of green tea 
I took long long time to learn how to make a cup of white coffee
Along the way
I lost myself & Spirit of LIFE
Fatigued..Exhausted..Depressed
Sitting down on a chair
Mind blank
And here comes with a cup of green tea
Refreshed my mind
Touched my heart
Start all over again
I got inspired
White coffee & Green Tea
just to avoid me from falling sleep when I need concentration
The pros and cons of both
I never get to think about it


So did LIFE!
I've a question in heart
I was frightened
I used to be brave 
Now
I was a coward
When I lost the spirit
I could not stand still
I was yelling for help
I was crying for regret
Eventually
I know
It's useless and meaningful
All I need to do is
Being
INDEPENDENCE & MATURE






I wonder how many people will understand what I've written here.Well.I believe there will be one or two will do.That's all.